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True to her cop
instincts, Rita unconsciously catalogued the two young girls who stood across
the room, chatting with Suzanne Rickers, the acting administrator of Night
Moves. They were approximately fourteen
years of age, snowbirds by the look of their complexions, slightly disheveled
and decidedly weary from their time on the streets.
A fellow coworker
brought over their file, receiving a mouthed thank-you from Rita as she
switched her phone from one ear to the other.
Opening the folder, she scanned the contents: Gina Hartman and Jordan
Lawson…age fourteen…Cincinnati, Ohio…reported missing by their parents the
previous month…no history of abuse…
Rita breathed a sigh
of relief. Abuse wasn’t a factor in the
pair’s running away. Even as a seasoned
veteran with countless such cases under her belt, she never found it any
easier. She smiled as the girls
approached her desk, motioning for them to have a seat.
“Thanks, Oscar, I
appreciate it. Right. Yes, two bunks. Great, thanks again.”
Rita hung up the phone and addressed Jordan and Gina. “Okay, I’ve got a couple beds for you. Nothing fancy, but it’s just for a couple of
days. Try to hang tight till
Saturday. Your parents will be flying
in, and I promise to help you straighten everything out. Okay?”
“Thanks, Rita. See ya’,” was the joint reply.
“Take care, girls.”
The teens walked out
of the main area, waving their goodbye to Suzanne as they passed her.
“Rita?”
“Hey, Suzanne.”
“Rita, I want to
introduce you to Alex.”
“She’s the architect
who came in from Atlanta, right?”
“Yes, she has been
gracious enough to volunteer her services to give Night Moves its desperately
needed face lift. And she’s really
looking forward to co-chairing the Carnival with you. She’s just checking her messages in my office, can I send her
your way when she’s finished?”
“Sure, I just have to
fill out my log and I’ll be done for the night.”
“Great, I’ll let her
know.”
Rita was just adding
her initials to her shift record when an attractive businesswoman in her early
sixties approached her.
“Excuse me, are you
Rita?”
“Yes, Alex?”
The two exchanged
pleasantries, instantly clicking.
“Suzanne is quite
proud to have you on staff here. I’m
glad we’ll be tag-teaming the fundraising festivities together. If you have a few minutes to spare maybe we
can compare schedules and set up some times to brainstorm?”
Rita gathered up her
belongings and checked her watch. Today
was her early shift at the center, and it was only nine o’clock. “That sounds great. How about we go next door to the café?”
Lattes in hand, Rita
and Alex chose a booth in the back of the café where they could spread out
remodeling plans and paperwork regarding the Carnival.
“I’m sorry I wasn’t
able to meet you when you flew in yesterday,” Rita remarked, “I would have
loved to have had dinner with you and Suzanne, but I was in the middle of a
deposition.”
“A deposition? Are you a lawyer?”
“No, a cop,
actually. Homicide Detective.”
Alex gave an elated
cry. “But that’s fascinating,
Rita! I have always loved police work;
I completely admire your profession.
About five years ago I was asked to redesign Logan’s Alley for the
Atlanta Police Academy, and I’ve been an instructor at the Academy ever since.”
“You teach
architecture at the Academy?” Rita asked, her curiosity certainly piqued at the
notion.
“Believe it or not,
yes, I do. ‘Knowledge of architectural
structure as it relates to officer safety,’” Alex recited. “As cadets learn proper procedure in safely
navigating their surroundings, I reinforce it with what they should expect when
faced with different types of architecture, and how to turn architectural
disadvantage into advantage. And for
fun I add the best places criminals would hide loot in various kinds of
buildings.”
Rita’s face lit up as
she listened to the explanation.
“That’s amazing, Alex!” she exclaimed earnestly. “Wow!”
Then a thought struck her.
“Would you be willing to give a seminar here? I know my Captain would love this, and Vice would definitely be
interested.”
They continued their
conversation on law enforcement, each listening intently to the other’s insight
on their common passion. When the subject matter generalized to careers, the
youngest woman in Palm Beach history to earn a gold shield, and the only
prestigious woman architect of the 1950s, realized they shared a similar drive,
strength, and philosophy in their male-dominated professions. This knowledge helped to advance a growing
respect of each other.
As the topic finally
strayed toward Night Moves, they discussed their reasoning for
volunteering. Deeply personal
information was revealed, yet the normally private individuals found no
discomfort in their respective disclosures.
A bond of understanding loss was established, continuing to solidify the
newly laid foundation of friendship.
“Many of these kids
are so distrustful of adults – and most of them having every reason to be. It’s a privilege to show them that not all
adults are out to get them. And it’s
incredible to earn their trust, show them they are worth protecting, and watch
them beat the odds and succeed in life.
We’re lucky at the Atlanta Night Moves that a lot of our younger staff
are alumni.” Alex smiled proudly. “They are my family.” As explanation she quietly mentioned, “I almost had a family of my own once, but
my child was stillborn, and my husband was killed trying to make it to the
delivery. With the
long-term programs I
run at Night Moves, I get to be a mom.
These kids appreciate honesty, and I’m able to relate to them that I
really do understand the difficulties life throws at us.”
Rita nodded in
agreement, suddenly finding her coffee cup very interesting. “It’s easy to connect with them when you
recognize the same scars, you know? I
know what it’s like to feel alone. My
mom died when I was born, my dad when I was seven, and my foster parents died a
few years back. When I come across a
case where ‘home is safe,’ I love watching the teen work things out with his or
her parents and get off the streets. It
means we’ve won.”
A comfortable silence
settled between the duo, until Rita glanced at her watch once more. “Oh my gosh!” She looked to Alex and laughed, “It’s midnight! We haven’t even set up times to meet yet!”
Planners were hastily
opened and a series of lunch and evening meetings were arranged, along with the
last minute details for the remodeling of Night Moves headquarters.
As Rita and Alex
walked to their cars, they exchanged a warm handshake once again, offering
their appreciation for the wonderful chat.
Both were looking forward to lunch the following day.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Rita unlocked her
apartment to find it illuminated by only the light of her television. She could just make out Chris’ slumbering
form, stretched out on the couch. The
sight warmed Rita’s heart, and she quietly re-locked the door and tiptoed over
to him. Settling herself on the floor
next to him, Rita just watched him.
God, how she loved
him.
Their intimate relationship
was still new, adding a special dimension to four years of solid friendship and
decorated partnership. Rita continually
marveled at how this one man could complete every facet of her life. She wouldn’t have it any other way.
Rita placed a kiss on
Chris’ forehead and raked her nails through his jet-black hair, causing him to
stir. “Hi,” she called to him softly.
“Hey, Sam,” he
mumbled sleepily. “I waited up for
you.”
Rita giggled. “I see that. Come on, Christopher, let’s go tuck you in.”
Chris stretched, and
pulled Rita to lay on top of him.
“Okay, goodnight, Rita.” He
closed his eyes again and tried to hide his grin.
Rita allowed herself
a moment to enjoy his hard body beneath her and his muscular arms wrapped
around her. Then she poked him in one
side, then other, watching him squirm and grin broader.
“You are a mean
woman, Sammy.”
Breaking free from
his grip, Rita stood up, turned off the TV, and pulled on one of the arms that
had held her captive. “I know, I’m
sorry,” she purred. “I’ll make it up to
you, I promise.”
At that, Chris
cracked one eye opened and allowed himself to be dragged off the couch.
As Rita pushed him at
arm’s length up the stairs, he inquired about the time.
His question earned
him another snicker. “It’s about
one. I’ve been finished at the center
since nine, but Alex and I got to talking and we totally lost track of time.”
“Alex?”
“Yeah, the architect
who’s fixing up Night Moves.
Remember? We’re co-chairing the
carnival together?”
“Oh, yeah, Alex…”
As Chris flopped on
the bed, Rita gave – what seemed to him – a mile a minute rundown of her chat
with Alex. Fighting sleep, he could
barely keep track as she zipped from the bedroom to the bathroom, getting ready
for bed.
“She’s amazing,
Chris. We have so much in common…”
Chris faded out
briefly, shaking himself awake at the realization.
“…Did you know that
in the ‘50’s she was the only female architect to be
well
established? Isn’t that
fascinating? I think – ”
In the doorway to the
bedroom, Rita stopped at the sight of Chris, propped up against the headboard,
snoring lightly. “All right, Lorenzo,
I’ll retell this story in the morning when you’re conscious.” Shaking her head, Rita set the alarm clock
and turned off the lamp. She guided
Chris down to his pillow, and pulled the covers over them both. “Goodnight, Sam,” she said into the darkness
as she laid her head on Chris’ chest, letting the rhythmic beating of his heart
lull her to sleep.
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Chris and Rita drove
in together to the Palm Beach Police Department, so that Rita could have the
chance to share the details of her conversation the night before. For falling asleep on her the first time,
Chris bought her breakfast.
The Homicide Division
proved to be dead that morning, suggesting that the citizens of Palm Beach were
not dead. With downtime comes
paperwork, and the Sams were swamped.
But boredom swiftly set in, causing Chris and Rita to play a wide
variety of desk games: paper football, tic-tac-toe, and catch.
“Five, four, three,
two, one…lunchtime!” Rita announced with glee as the neon-outlined clock struck
noon. She got up from her chair, and
tossed the red and blue stress ball back to Chris a final time. “Take care, partner, I’m outta here.”
“You know, all you’ve
been talking about is this Alex. When
do I get to meet the infamous Alex?”
“Well, how ‘bout I
invite her back here after lunch?”
“Sure, sure.”
Rita nodded and
picked up a file off her desk. Before
handing it over to Chris, she used it to shield her face from the rest of the
office, and blew her love a kiss. “See
ya’, Sam!”
Chris watched her
saunter away, and slyly grinned in appreciation. “See ya’.”
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
“Well, I met with
Ocean Park officials and toured the grounds, and there is space in both the
main promenade and the midway for our extra booths. I reviewed the banners and promotional posters – all looks
fantastic – and the Park will drop them off to me at the center with the
distribution logistics in a couple of days.
How are we doing with Departmental help?”
“Great,” Rita
exclaimed, thumbing through her notes.
“The blues are going to take the kids out in patrol cars to deliver the
posters, so when you get specifics on the times, I can relay it on to
Dispatch.” A Cheshire cat grin slowly
spread across Rita’s face. “Now,
Homicide has volunteered to man the dunk tank, and we have more than enough
officers who are willing to take the plunge.
But, my Captain wants no part of it.
He is absolutely certain he will catch his death by pneumonia.”
Alex blinked. “Seriously?”
“You don’t know
Captain Lipschitz,” Rita laughed, waving off the need for additional
explanation. “He will, however, be joining
Vice at the pie throwing booth, compliments of his wife, Frannie, who assured
him that no harm will come to his nasal passages from such small doses of
whipped cream and other such pastry products.”
Continuing to process
through this enlightening information, Alex dissolved into laughter, grabbing
her napkin to dab away the tears that were forming in her eyes, while Rita
could only shake her head and giggle in return at her friend’s reaction to the
Cap’s endearing quality that made him, well, the Cap.
“The final blow came
when Frannie batted her eyes at him and reminded him that it was for the
children.”
“Wow,” was the only
comment Alex could make.
“Oh, yeah. My partner?
He had to leave the room at that one.”
Rita and Alex stood
up, collected their paperwork, and wove their way through the maze of the
outdoor café. As they reached Rita’s
powder blue LeBaron, Alex inquired, “you mentioned your partner, how long have
the two of you been a team?”
Rita beamed
unconsciously as she considered the timeframe.
“Almost five years now.”
“It must be
incredible to trust in someone so completely that you trust him with your
life,” Alex remarked with reverence.
“And with your heart,” Rita added to herself, just as reverently.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Rita pulled into her
assigned parking slot and chuckled at the sight of her beloved partner, who was
apparently deep in conversation – the kind requiring the swing of an imaginary
baseball bat – with two uniformed officers.
“Chris!” Rita called across the parking lot, smiling
as he said goodbye to his friends and jogged over to her and Alex. “This
is Alex. Alex, this is my partner,
Chris.”
“Nice to meet you,
Alex.” Chris paused, his mind alert
with recognition, “uh, have we met before?”
Alex cocked her head
and concentrated on the handsome face in front of her. “I don’t believe so… When were you last in Atlanta?”
“It’s been a
while. Never, actually.” Chris flashed her a patented grin. Changing the subject he stated, “Rita’s been
talking non-stop about you and the project the two of you are working on.”
“Well, I deny
everything, except that we’re having an absolute ball. And yes, I’ve heard a lot about you as
well. It’s a pleasure to meet you. Will you be playing with us at the center
tomorrow?”
“Michelangelo is my
middle name. Just make sure that Rita
doesn’t take any calls when she’s supposed to be holding the ladder.”
Rita jumped in, “and
make sure that Chris doesn’t climb to the top step of the ladder I’m not
holding because I’m taking a call.” The
Sams exchanged trademark smirks, opting for a customary, nonverbal end to their
ribbing. “Listen, Chris, I’m going to
give Alex a quick tour around. If
George happens to call before I get back, can you just tell him that Wednesday
is fine for trial prep?”
“Will do. Ladies, enjoy your tour; Alex, it was great
to meet you.”
“Likewise, Chris,
thank you.”
As Chris turned and
walked toward the station, Alex regarded him with great interest.
“Rita, if I may be so
candid, I’m going to venture the opinion that that man is not only your
partner, but he is also your best friend and the love of your life.”
Rita blushed
instantly and smiled shyly. “What makes
you say that?”
“Intuition.”
“Well…yeah…he is,”
Rita finally stated, her tone turning affectionate as she somehow found it easy
to share such personal information with her newfound friend.
“Hmph,” came the
triumphant reply.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
As Chris pulled open
the door to Night Moves, he was greeted with a blast of construction noise,
chatting and laughing volunteers, and a blaring radio. He made his way around sheets of drywall and
sanders, looking for Rita and Alex so he could report in for painting detail. He finally found them in what used to be a
conference room.
“I’m gonna have a
stern chat with that paint department. What were they thinking?!” Alex stood up and held out with disdain the
paint can she had inspected, fully intent on removing it from her sight. As Chris entered, she greeted him
warmly. “Hello, Chris!”
“Hey, Alex. Trouble in Paint World?”
Alex laughed and
shook her head, depositing the contemptible can out in the hall. “A four-year-old could have mixed the color
better. Thankfully, your lovely partner
is batting clean up for me, and re-mixing these other two gallons so I do not
become a homicide suspect, chatting with you both in an interrogation room at
your station.”
It was Chris’ turn to
laugh. “Speaking of batting, Alex, that’s
some shirt,” he commented, referring to her Atlanta Braves jersey. “Wait a minute, that’s not a replica! That’s a real player’s jersey!”
“Told ya’ he’d
notice, Alex,” Rita piped in. “Wait
till you hear how she got it, Sam.”
Chris looked expectedly
at Alex.
“Well, the guys gave
it to me after we worked a benefit together last year.”
“The guys. As in the players, themselves.”
“Yes. I had met them earlier, during the season,
when management was showing the plans my firm had drafted for a new stadium. Wonderful guys, they are. Would you like me to see if I can get you a
jersey of your own, Chris?”
By now, Chris’ jaw
was on the floor. “You could do
that?! You wouldn’t mind?”
“Of course not. I pass ‘the Launching Pad’ everyday on my
way to work.” As Alex dispensed
brushes, rollers, and full trays to her painting team and they began to work,
she continued the baseball chat. “So,
Chris, did you catch Mercker’s no hitter to the Dodgers? And how about that Braves’ victory against
Chicago, huh?”
Before Chris could
answer, Rita mused, “yes, ask about the Chicago game. He talked about that one for an entire week.” By day seven Rita had tired of the talk, but
she never grew weary of watching the excitement that lit up her love’s face –
even if it was only attributed to a baseball game.
Chris sent a playful
cocked head, narrow-eyed glance her way.
“Back-to-back-to-back homers, 19-5 victory, hah!”
“An Atlanta record, I
might add,” supplied Alex, proudly.
“You do realize don’t
you, Alex, that you’ve made Chris’ life?
You’ve met his Braves, you can get him a jersey, you are in!”
Rita splayed a hand on Chris’ chest as she spoke.
It was a few seconds
before Chris realized the graceful handprint that remained on his shirt. “Sam!”
He streaked a finger through the paint that coated the fabric, and
transferred the liquid to Rita’s nose.
“Oh, so that’s how
we’re gonna play it!” she exclaimed, and proceeded to rake her still wet hand
down Chris’ face, from hairline to collar line.
For a brief moment,
Chris was too stunned to respond, but he quickly recovered and swiped Rita with
his brush.
And the paint fight
was on. The Sams soon took to fencing
with their brushes, parrying and reposing each other’s attacks, until an
exasperated Alex decided to end the bout.
“Enough!” She took Rita’s brush with her left hand and
Chris’ with her right. “Do I have to
separate you two?”
The grown children in
question stood still before simultaneously breaking into “he started it” “she
started it,” and pointing a finger at each other.
Alex lifted her eyes
to the heavens as she transferred both brushes to one hand. Looking back and forth at the mischievous
duo, she feigned seriousness and shook the brushes at them stating, “I pity
your Captain, I truly do.”
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Alex arrived at
Rita’s apartment early the next morning, her rental car filled to capacity with
the promotional posters and banners that advertised Night Moves’ fundraising
carnival. She and Rita would be heading
to the Palm Beach P.D to meet up with the uniforms and adult volunteers who
were bringing the kids, and decide delivery routes and partnering.
“It was so amazing
watching you in action yesterday, Alex,” Rita remarked, “the place looks
absolutely fantastic.”
“Well, amidst the
paint and the sanders and the plans, I am truly in my element. But, I can’t take all the credit,” admitted
the architect. “Those kids! I was amazed at how many participated! They all did such a wonderful job, and they
were so proud of their work.”
“Well, it was so much
fun for them, and it really gave them a chance to feel useful. I’m just glad that Night Moves had made a
strong enough impact on them so they wanted
to help with its remodeling. We must be
doing something right.”
Rita welcomed her
friend further into her home. “Make
yourself comfortable, Alex. I just need
to grab my jacket.”
With a professional
eye, Alex approvingly scanned the colorful living room. “This is a great apartment!” she complimented. She looked with keen interest at the
pictures adorning the table near the front door. As Rita descended the stairs, Alex asked, “are these your foster
parents?”
Rita glanced at the
picture in question and smiled.
“No. Not legally, anyway. This is the infamous Cap and Frannie.” She paused, and softly added, “They are
family, though.”
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“Sure, Chris,” Rita
promised diligently.
“Sure, Chris,” Alex
echoed. “Bye, Chris.”
Amused, Chris watched
their retreating forms and shook his head.
He had the keen suspicion that he had just been given the smile-and-nod
routine. Rita and Alex hadn’t even left
the bullpen yet and they were already laughing and plotting about
something.
“Yeah, I’ll bet you’ll stay out of trouble,” he thought to
himself. He turned his attention back
to the report in front of him, signed his name with great flare, and tossed the
folder onto Rita’s desk.
And that’s when he
saw Alex’s purse.
He glanced over to
the still-swinging door of the department; if he hurried, he could still catch
up with Alex.
Chris stood and made
a quick grab for the bag, but in his haste he only sent it toppling over the
edge of the desk.
“Arg!” He maneuvered around his own desk and bent
down to pick up all the objects that had fallen out. Mere centimeters away, he froze dead in his tracks. What he saw stopped his heart.
Dazed, Chris
retrieved the items and slowly placed the purse on his desk. He slumped back in his chair, lost in
thought. It was impossible…yet he had
no doubt.
He knew he had seen
her before.
Did Rita know? She couldn’t have, she would have said
something. Chris’ cop instincts waved a
red flag. Just what were Alex’s motives
regarding Rita? Was he overreacting?
He really needed to
talk to Rita – no, maybe not Rita. He
looked to the Captain’s office.
Conflicting loyalties battled within him: could he justify breaching
Rita’s confidence for the sake of protecting her? Chris really needed to talk to somebody.
“Hey, Cap, got a
sec?”
Harry glanced over
the top of his glasses at his detective.
“What? You bored already,
Lorenzo? Join the club. I’m getting sick of my own name.” He motioned to the looming stack of files
that seemed to be taking perpetual residence on his desk. “Have a seat. So, what’s on your mind?”
Chris sat down, but
hesitated to speak.
“Does this involve a
girl?” the Captain asked, not bothering to wait for the explanation.
Chris made an attempt
to laugh. “Yeah. Yeah, it kind of does.” He relayed his findings and their possible
implications.
Harry had never
witnessed anything quite like the fervent bond that thrived between his two
favorite detectives, and he now understood Chris’ delay in passing on his
information.
“Does Rita suspect anything?”
“Well, I don’t
know. I don’t think so. She would have said something to me, Cap.”
“She’s gonna have
your head if you leave her out of the loop.”
“Yeah, probably. But she really likes Alex, and I may be
completely wrong.”
The Captain
considered this. “Okay, I’ll authorize
the background check.”
“Thanks, Cap,” Chris
exclaimed as he stood up to leave.
“And Chris?”
“Yeah, Cap?”
“Listen to me,
Chris. Just be careful. You don’t know what you’re going to
find. Take this one step at a
time. And think with your head.” Harry emphasized his final point with a look
over the rim of his glasses, ending his conversation with Chris the same way he
started.
Chris recognized the
Captain was right on all accounts, though it was difficult to adhere to his
advice when it involved the most important person in Chris’ life.
One step at a time,
one step at a time…
“Hey, Cherie,” he
called to the uniformed officer who would become his accomplice. “I need a favor. I need you to run a background check on this name here. Get me everything you can, okay? Thanks.”
With that step taken, he was free to complete a little computer
searching of his own. Chris went back
to his desk and opened his laptop.
His findings offered
many mixed emotions.
Time to call in
another favor.
“Medical Examiner’s
Office, this is Keisha.”
“Keisha, it’s Chris.”
“Uh-oh. To what do I owe the privilege of this
call?”
Chris laughed. “I’ll buy you lunch at the Roach Coach if
you tell me you have friends at Holley State Hospital who would be willing to
do a little digging for me.”
“The Roach Coach…”
“Hey, after that
‘Stones’ prank you pulled you should be glad you’re not buying me lunch.”
Keisha, fully aware
that Chris was right, sighed dramatically.
“Fine, be that way. Yes, I think
I can arrange a little digging for you.
What exactly are you hoping they find?”
As Chris explained
the situation, Keisha acknowledged the repercussions of Rita finding out
prematurely. Protection was best
afforded with her unawareness.
With their business
settled, the two friends volleyed additional barbs back and forth before
agreeing they both needed to get back to work.
“Oh, and Chris? Tell Rita that her dream came true.”
“Her dream? What do you mean, Keisha?” Chris listened to the cryptic clue he was to
give Rita, which did nothing to ease his curiosity or further his
understanding.
“Just do it,
Chris. Rita will explain.”
“All right,” Chris
grumbled. “See ya’.”
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Rita entered the
Homicide Division to find her partner walking out of their superior’s
office. “Hi’ya, Sam. What’s up?”
“A special assignment
with Vice.” Chris opened a drawer of
his desk. “Here, I think Alex might
want this back.”
“Thanks,” she said as
she took the purse, “we were halfway across town before she realized she’d left
it. I told her I’d drop it off at the
center when I finished up today.” Focusing
on his mention of a special assignment, Rita eyed Chris suspiciously. “Is this a ploy to get me to do your
paperwork?”
Her accused appeared
wounded, and with an air of total innocence explained that it was nothing of
the sort. “I hold valuable information
that I simply cannot keep from our brothers in Vice. But that does not mean that I won’t have ample time to sit here
with you going through form after form…pen after pen…”
“And will this
assignment be requiring your services at night?” Rita dropped her voice to a low purr, careful not to be overheard
by anyone other than Chris.
Chris narrowed his
eyes. “Definitely no,” he promised with
a smoldering look, “my nightly services will be right where they belong.”
“Good.”
Since there were
hours left to go in the workday, there was no sense in torturing themselves
with the promises of later.
After completing
another stack of forms and reports, Chris stood up and stretched, ready to
begin his investigation. “Well, Sam,
it’s time for me to go hit the pavement.
Get some real detective work
done.”
“You be careful,
Christopher,” Rita requested sincerely, not liking the fact that she wouldn’t
be watching his back.
“I will,” Chris
assured her. “I love you, Rita,” he
added in a whisper, wishing he didn’t have to hide his investigation from her.
“I love you,” was the empowering response that
made him feel he could accomplish anything.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
“Get him out of my sight!”
Chris’ muffled order
reached the Homicide Division from outside Interrogation Room 3, which was down
the hall.
Rita looked up and a
few seconds later Chris came storming through the doors.
A fury that was
barely contained radiated from his hard stare, and he ripped his sports jacket
off his chair and slammed his laptop shut.
“Chris?” Rita
ventured quietly, rarely having seen him so affected by an interrogation. But as he shifted his gaze to meet hers, her
heart stopped cold. There was pain
behind his anger…
Pain she somehow
realized he felt for her.
Before Rita could
blink, Chris had hidden the emotion.
“Don’t worry, Sam,”
he mumbled. With that, he stalked back
out of the Division, leaving a very puzzled and very concerned partner in his
wake.
Rita waited an
impossibly long five minutes before getting up to follow him. She knew exactly where to look, and sure
enough, she found Chris lost in thought, sitting on the back entrance steps of
the building. She took a seat next to
him, but remained silent. When she
finally spoke, she softly asked, “you wanna tell me what this is all about?”
“I can’t,” came the
equally soft response.
“The Vice
assignment?”
Chris slowly closed
his eyes at Rita’s words, and nodded.
Aware of his
position, Rita asked no more questions, but simply offered her hand to him, which
he took between his own and stroked gently.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
“Thank you so much
for dinner, Rita. It was most
delicious,” Alex complimented, hugging her hostess at the door of the
apartment.
“Well, we had a lot
to celebrate: everything’s in order for the carnival. The posters are delivered, the kids had a blast...”
“They could not stop
talking about riding in the front seat of the patrol cars. Please tell your coworkers how much I
appreciate their help.”
“I will,” promised
Rita, “I will.”
Alex turned to leave,
but stopped after opening the door.
“Rita? Is there something
bothering Chris? He was awfully quiet
tonight.”
Rita herself had
picked up on his prolonged silences and arduous ventures into conversation, and
was a little unnerved that it had been so obvious to Alex as well. “He had a pretty hard interrogation this
afternoon…” she explained, “I think it’s still affecting him.”
Satisfied with the
clarification, Alex said goodbye and made her exit, but left Rita even more
concerned about Chris.
Rita gazed intently
at her pensive partner, curious as to his state of mind. Taking a seat on the opposite end of the
couch from him, she asked, “you okay, Sam?”
Chris snapped his
head up and offered her a small smile.
“Yeah, yeah. Sorry, I was just
thinking.” He paused, not wanting to
continue.
But he knew the time
had come.
“Uh, Rita? What was your mother’s full name? Your real mother’s?”
Rita was taken
aback. It was certainly not a question
she had anticipated. “My what? Jeez, Chris, what brought that on?”
“Well, I’ll get to
that, I promise. So?”
Rita stared at him
for a full thirty seconds, trying to gauge if he was really serious, and if so,
where the conversation could possibly be heading. “Her name was Alexandra Lilia Fontana. Now, why would you want to know that?”
“That’s beautiful,
Sam. Is that why your middle name is
‘Lee?’”
The affirmative
response was calculated and cautiously drawled out. “According to my dad…
Chris –”
“Rita, I wasn’t
loaned out to Vice. I was on special assignment, like I said,
it just wasn’t with Vice. Things were
slow in Homicide… The Cap gave me
permission to investigate your mother’s death.”
Rita sprang from the
couch as if she had been stung. She
gaped, wide-eyed, at Chris.
“He – You did what?!”
“Rita, just hear me
out. I love you, Sam. And I couldn’t risk getting you involved
until I was sure I had the facts straight.
Remember when Alex left her purse at the station?”
Rita nodded mutely.
“When I saw it on
your desk, I reached for it, but it tipped over and Alex’s wallet fell
out. I picked it up, and that’s when I
saw her license. Rita, Alex’s full name
is Alexandra Lilia Fontana.”
The shell-shocked
woman before him expelled a breath as if she had been kicked in the
stomach. Her words were barely
audible. “Are you suggesting…”
“I had Cherie run a
full background check on Alex. I
cross-checked it with info on your parents’ marriage license and the deed to
their house. They matched. Then I checked the death records within two
months after your birth. There is no
record of an Alexandra Fontana dying during that time, or ever, Rita.”
“But I have the death
certificate…” Rita whispered.
“I had Keisha call in
some favors from her contacts at the hospital where you were born. They did some checking. Alexandra Fontana was admitted to the OB/GYN
at 8:33 a.m., May 2, 1964. She
delivered a six pound, nine ounce baby girl at 1:24 p.m. There were complications with the birth, and
she remained in the hospital for two weeks.
She was discharged on May 18.
Keisha’s friend in the morgue assured her there is no record of an
Alexandra Fontana ever dying at Holley State Hospital.”
“But I have the death certificate,” repeated
Rita.
“It’s a fake.” Chris replied softly.
“Why would my mother
fake her death certificate?”
“She didn’t.” Chris’ voice dropped softer still. “She never knew it existed. When she was released from the hospital she
was given your death certificate –
and your father’s.”
Rita swayed on her
feet. “I have to sit down,” she
exclaimed breathlessly as she slumped down next to Chris. She braced her elbow on the back of the
couch, massaging her forehead and closing her eyes. She stayed that way for some time.
“Tell me everything,”
she finally relented.
“I interrogated the
doctor in charge of your mother’s care, a Doctor Mitchum. A week after your mom’s discharge he was
given the cushy post of Chief Researcher for the Cobalt Obstetrics Institute. All he had to do was drug your mom, tell a
few lies, and the job was his.
“When your mom was in
labor, there were complications that made her black out. She stabilized, but remained
unconscious. Mitchum put her in a
drug-induced coma. She was then given a
private room, under strict orders that no one but Mitchum was allowed to get
anywhere near it. Once everything was
in place, he went out and broke the news to your dad that his wife didn’t make
it.”
Rita’s first line of
defense was to scoff at the whole idea.
“Do you have any idea how insane this sounds? It’s like a bad movie plot!
It’s crazy! Who would go through
all that trouble, huh? And why?! What would be the point?!” For the moment, credulous disbelief and
growing indignation were able to mask serious consideration of the implications
Chris’ discoveries posed.
Chris knew that the
explanation Rita sought would put an abrupt end to her relatively calm
appearance, unleashing an array of emotions so strong no external force could
hope to temper them. The answers to all
of her questions lay in a single name.
Words failed Chris, as he solemnly realized there were no means to
soften the blow. He took a deep breath.
“Harlan Cameron.”
Rita’s world came to
a screeching halt.
She tried desperately
not to believe what she heard. Her eyes
went ablaze with fury and her petite frame became rigid. Her mouth moved, but no sound was
produced. “No,” she finally uttered
forcefully, “No, Chris! Damn it!”
If there ever was an
archenemy in the life of Rita Lee Fontana Lance, it was represented in the
loathsome, purely vile presence of Harlan Cameron. Her hatred toward him already ran strong and deep.
Rita couldn’t remain
seated, and she jumped up from the couch once again, pacing back and forth,
fisting her hands so tightly that her long nails made crescent-shaped
indentations into her palms.
“The plan to destroy
your father started years before the investment deal. Cameron wanted to break him one piece at a time. First his wife, then his home and
reputation, and finally his life. He
convinced your dad to have a closed-casket funeral, then took care of all the
details for his grieving friend. While
Alexandra Fontana was in a coma, across town she was being laid to rest in the
eyes of Palm Beach. According to Mitchum,
Cameron simply played both sides… He
helped your dad go through his wife’s belongings then turned right around and
gave them back to her when she was released from the hospital. Alexandra detested high society here, and
Cameron knew it. She made the decision
to get the hell out of here, and he fueled that emotion until she finally
left.”
Liquid rage and pain
flowed down Rita’s cheeks as the information assaulted her soul. Armed with a mounting distrust for a past
she thought she knew, Rita spat, “and my mother never suspected a thing?!”
“Well, you’ll have
you to ask her that yourself, but think about it, Rita. Did you ever question her death certificate
and try to find her?”
Distraught as she
was, Rita knew Chris had a point. “No,
never,” she confessed.
“That’s right. She was given the same amount – no, even
more information than you had on her.”
Chris paused before clarifying his statement. “When your mom was discharged, Cameron took her to Boca Raton
Cemetery and showed her your grave and your dad’s. He had paid for it all. The cemetery and marker company both have
records of his involvement. Alexandra
had been unconscious for two weeks…two weeks is a lot of time to plan.”
Chris lowered his
head and his voice. “I saw it,
Rita… I saw your grave.”
His tone cut right
through to Rita’s heart, causing her to stop and face him.
Haunted blue eyes met
tear-clouded green. “I know it wasn’t
real, but – I can’t speak for your
mother, Sam, but it was damn convincing.”
Rita’s rage swelled
up again. “That bastard! How could he put her through that?! How could he put all of us through that?!”
Helpless, Chris
watched Rita turn back away from him.
She wrapped her arms around herself and bowed her head, a physical
gesture he recognized as accompaniment to the mental act of drawing inwards and
internalizing her questions and wrath.
He resisted touching her, knowing that she wouldn’t keep him locked out
for long.
True to form, Rita
withdrew and looked to Chris again.
“Today at the station… It was
Mitchum you had interrogated, wasn’t it?”
Silently, Chris
nodded affirmatively.
“Can I see the
transcript?”
“Are you sure you
want to?”
“No, but I think have
to.”
Chris retrieved the
typed pages from his jacket, and went back to the couch where Rita was now
sitting, staring into space. “Here,” he
said quietly.
Rita snapped out of
her trance and accepted the papers. She
leaned back against Chris and began flipping through them.
Question:
“Doctor Mitchum, would you mind telling me where you
practiced before you came to
Cobalt’s?”
Answer:
“I really do not see how that is pertinent, or why you have
even brought me here in the first
place, Sergeant.”
Question:
“Just answer the question.”
Answer:
“Holley State Hospital.”
Question:
“Why’d you leave?”
“I asked you why you left,
Doctor. Is this too tough for
you?”
Answer:
“Sergeant Lorenzo, my last days at Holley drove me to drink.
Excessively. I have spent the past thirty years trying to
forget them. . . . . . .”
A large tear fell,
and was quickly wiped off the legal document that spelled out in black and
white the merciless, inhumane offenses that shattered three lives and
obliterated the formation of a family.
...Answer:
“Let me inform you, Sergeant, of how Palm Beach society functions. Harlan Cameron is old money. Here, old money is protected at all
costs. People will look the other
way. Outsiders, are just that. No matter what their wealth, they will always be outsiders. Alexandra Fontana was an outsider. She was wealthy, but she was an
architect. She worked. Remember, Sergeant, this was the 1950’s and
60’s. Even if she wasn’t an outsider,
as a working woman – especially in a field such as architecture – she would
never have been accepted. People like
Cameron rule this city, Detective. They
are invincible. They know they are
safeguarded no matter what.”
Question:
“Invincible, huh? Don’t bet on it.”
Rita set the
transcript down. “I knew you were angry
for me. I saw it in your eyes.”
“Rita, I’m sorry I
had to keep everything from you.”
“No. No, don’t be, Sam. I understand. If I had
been in that interrogation room with you, Mitchum would have had me up on
brutality charges two seconds after I walked through the door.”
Chris turned on the
couch, so he could partially recline and Rita could rest her head against his
chest. He held the love of his life
tight in his arms, and she in turn hung on to him with all her might. The silence and the stillness blanketed them,
securing them from the rest of the world, if only briefly.
Chris kissed the top
of Rita’s head. “Where do you wanna go
from here, Sam?”
Rita’s answer was a
defeated scoff. She sat up and
considered the question, a task that greatly taxed her waning supply of mental
energy. “I have no idea,” she answered
truthfully. “I can’t just spring this
on her. God, she has a life!”
Chris’ heart
shattered as he watched Rita’s entire being sober, two and a half decades
suddenly melting away in her anguished expression as a petrifying thought
struck her. “What if she doesn’t want
me?”
“Rita…”
“What if she doesn’t
like me?”
“She already likes
you.”
“Yeah, as a friend,
she likes me. But not as a daughter.” Questions and doubts spiraled out of control, and Rita was
powerless to halt them. “What if it’s
not her?” Facts or no facts, Rita was
terrified to allow herself to believe in the miracle. It was too fantastic, too unfathomable to risk hope.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Rita paced her living
room like a caged animal, innumerable thoughts and emotions cycloning through
her, so much so she couldn’t concentrate on a single one in particular.
Chris never took his
eyes off her, at a loss for words or actions, and watched as a spark of logic
lit her face and she headed off to her bedroom. Rita returned with a dusty box that Chris knew she kept on the
top shelf of her closet.
Settling herself on
the floor, Rita wordlessly took off the lid, and stared at the contents. Nestled on a thick stack of file folders was
a small music box, one of Rita’s most treasured possessions. She gingerly picked it up and set it on her
lap.
It had been her
mother’s.
Since she had been a
child, Rita would always take it out when life dealt her a crushing hardship
she wasn’t sure she could overcome. Its
mechanical song was a source of connection and comfort almost magical in its
calming abilities.
Today, there was
comfort to be granted, but gone was the fairy tale feeling of a mother watching
over her from above. Rita’s heart
skipped a beat at the notion of a flesh and blood mother. She gently set the music box aside, and
brought out the top file of the stack, not bothering to open it. There was no need. Rita knew the contents were her father’s birth and death
certificates, followed by her mother’s, followed by their marriage license – in
that order. “Chris,” she asked quietly,
“could you please get the picture off my dresser?”
“Sure thing,” came
the willing response as he headed off.
Chris didn’t need to
question the picture to which Rita was referring. There were only two photographs reserved in that place of honor:
on the left side was her favorite candid shot of the two of them, with Chris embracing
her from the back. And on the
right… On the right was a cherished
picture she had recently received from Karen Krane, which portrayed a carefree
five-year-old and her dad enjoying the Krane’s yacht.
“Thank you, Sam,”
Rita mumbled. She looked at the special
photo and file of records that together would form the evidence for the
shocking claims she was about to deliver to an unsuspecting friend. With a jolt, Rita realized that when Alex
learned the truth of their past, she just might experience the same fears and
doubts that currently tormented Rita herself.
Too many ‘what ifs,’ too much information… Rita gave her head a quick shake, and got up from the floor. “I don’t think I can do this,” she remarked
aloud.
“Yes, you can,” was
Chris’ reassuring response. The
statement was neither patronizing nor placating. For years Chris had witnessed the enduring strength of his best
friend, and no matter how hard life tried to break her, Rita always triumphed. “I’ll be right there with you if you want me
to be, Sam. I’ll do as little or as
much of the talking as you want. It’s
your call, Rita.”
“Oh, I want you
there,” Rita vehemently exclaimed, “I – I need you there.” She scoffed at her out-of-control
emotions. “God, I wasn’t this shaky
when I pulled my first undercover assignment or Vice sting!” As Chris stepped in behind her, drawing her
close to his chest with his strong arms circling around her, Rita accepted his
silent gesture of comfort by leaning back against him and closing her eyes.
“They were a
different kind of danger,” Chris supplied matter-of-factly.
Rita focused her
turmoil on his soothing presence, desperate to regain a sense of balance. But when the doorbell rang, it startled her
as effectively as if it had been a gunshot.
She gasped, and her eyes snapped open.
Chris gave her arms a
quick squeeze and whispered ‘I love you’ in her ear. He went to the door. “Hey
there, Alex, come on in.”
“Thank you,
Chris. I came back as soon as I c
– Rita? Are you all right?” The
haunting expression on the young woman’s face was instantly unsettling.
“Ah, yeah, Alex. Um, I’m gonna go pour the coffee.” With that, she virtually flew out of the
room.
“Chris?”
“She’ll be okay,
Alex. Here, let’s sit down.”
Chris guided Alex to
the kitchen table where he made an effort at small talk, and when Rita emerged
from the kitchen with a tray of mugs, she heard him casually ask Alex if she
had ever been in Palm Beach before.
“Yes, I have. I used to live here, actually.” She paused,
as if deep in thought. “It seems like
another lifetime ago…”
Rita concealed her
picture and folder of documents as she slipped into the chair across from Alex.
“Can I ask you
something personal?”
“Sure, Chris, go
ahead.”
Chris looked to Rita,
who finally responded with an almost imperceptible nod. It was now or never. “I mean no disrespect, and I’m sorry,
but… How did your daughter and husband
die?”
Alex stiffened
immediately, squaring her shoulders.
She held her head high, as was her way of facing the pain only slightly
diminished by time. For Chris, it was a
powerful sense of déjà vu’, having watched Rita on numerous occasions in the
past carry herself in much the same manner.
“My child was
stillborn. My husband…was killed in an
auto accident, trying to get to the hospital when I went into labor.”
“What was his name?”
Alex was mute for a
moment. “Donald Fontana,” she finally
stated.
Rita finally broke
her silence. “My dad died when I was
seven. Do you remember me telling you
that?”
“Yes, that’s why you
went to live with foster parents…”
“That’s right. I went to the Lance’s because my dad, Donald
Fontana, committed suicide in 1971 when I was seven.”
Alex inhaled
sharply. “Suicide?! But –
No, that’s impossible! He would
never – he couldn’t have – No, the
Donald Fontana I knew was killed in
1964.”
“Alex?” Chris asked
soothingly, “how did you find out that your husband had been killed in an
accident?”
It took Alex several
tries to find her voice. “During
delivery, I slipped into a coma that lasted two weeks. When I woke up, I learned I had given birth
to a girl, but she was stillborn.
Donald had been killed in a car crash…”
“Who told you this?”
“My doctor… Wait, that’s not right. He was in the room at the time, but he
wasn’t the one who told me. Harlan did. Harlan Cameron.”
Chris nodded. “Bingo,” he said softly.
Rita’s lip quivered
under the strain of holding back her tears.
Alex had just confirmed what Chris learned through his
investigation. That meant she really
was Alexandra Fontana…
And that meant…
When Rita was sure
she could speak with some semblance of dignity, she handed Alex her father’s
death certificate and explained, “Donald Fontana…shot himself in the head. I was the one who found him in our bathtub.”
With shaking hands,
Alex accepted the piece of paper, and read:
Donald L. Fontana…Date of
death: September 29, 1971…
Cause of death: Contact
Gunshot Wound of the Temple
“This just can’t
be! I was at his grave the day I was
discharged. Harlan had arranged and
taken care of everything, and I felt terrible for ever doubting him.”
Chris immediately
jumped at the ending statement. “What
did you mean by that? That you doubted
him?”
“Well, Harlan was one
of Donald’s best friends…but I could never shake the feeling that there was
something…sinister about him. Frankly,
he gave me the creeps, and Don used to always tease me about it. So, naturally, when I found out that Harlan
had arranged for me to stay in his private suite at the hospital and had made
all the funeral and burial arrangements for Donald and the baby, I felt ashamed
for ever doubting his character.”
“Don’t ever feel
ashamed about that,” Rita muttered hotly, hatred dripping from every word.
She cleared her
throat, as an unspoken apology for her unexpected sidetrack. “Um, there’s more.” She stared down at the other certificate she
was holding, and furrowed her brow. “I
also told you that my mother died when I was born.” Without looking up, she slid the paper across the table to Alex.
Alexandra Lilia Fontana…Date of death: May 2, 1964…
Cause of death: Amniotic Fluid Embolism
An icy chill radiated
up Alex’s spine as she gazed at her own name under the official seal of the
State of Florida and the Gothic calligraphy font heralding ‘Death
Certificate.’
“Oh, my God.” Then her mind worked through the logic regarding…Rita… She snapped her head up to stare at the
young woman in front of her. “Oh, my
God!”
“As you can probably
guess, this is the only copy. And there
obviously is no evidence of its existence in the state records.”
“But… That would mean you’re – But how?!”
Rita listened in
suffering silence as Chris once again explained what his investigation had
uncovered, her pain not even fractionally abated this second time around. When he finished, she offered the version
she had lived with, had accepted as truth, for thirty-one years.
Alexandra Fontana
could only gape in staggering shock.
She was stunned speechless, emotionless. Several minutes passed before she was physically and mentally
capable to react. The fuse was lit, and
the dam suddenly burst. Bottomless
rage, resentment, and inwardly directed shame laced her words. “Damn it…
I played right into his plan. At
Don and the baby’s graves he asked me about the house, and I told him to just
sell it. Sell it all. Donald was the only reason I had stayed in
Palm Beach. I was fed up with being an
outcast simply because I was a successful businesswoman and not their precious
‘old money.’ Harlan told me he would
take care of everything. He told me not
to go back to the house because it would be too painful. And I left for Atlanta that very day. I severed all ties. I gave him a list of the possessions I
wanted, and he sent them. A few weeks
later he wrote me saying that the house sold, and he gave me the check. My God…he must have funded that himself…”
Alex bowed her head
and stared at her hands in her lap, her thoughts swimming over lost time with a
child she never knew survived. “Every
day for thirty-one years I’ve mourned your death. Every day as the years passed I’ve wondered what you’d be like as
you grew.” She lifted her tear-stained
face and focused on the similarly effected face of her friend…turned
daughter. “For thirty-one years, I’ve
missed your life!”
Rita shook her head
and reached a hand across the table to Alex, who immediately clasped it. “It wasn’t your fault,” she stated
fervidly. “It wasn’t your fault.”
In an instant, Rita
and Alexandra felt time suddenly freeze.
How many nights had they prayed to see each other’s face just once? How many days had they longed for the
opportunity just to meet, to get to know one another? In an instant, Rita and Alexandra truly realized the precious
gift that had been granted to them.
“Your smile,” Chris
quietly exclaimed.
“What?” came the
stereo reply.
“Your smile,
Alex. That’s why I was so sure we had
met before. That smile has lit up my
life for over eight years. I don’t know
why, but I just couldn’t place it when we were introduced.”
As if on cue, two
pairs of green eyes focused on Chris, and he received a double dose of raised
eyebrow and lopsided grin.
“Aw, see, that’s just
freaky now. Now you two are just being
mean. I don’t know why I take this
abuse!”
For the Fontana
women, it was increasingly surreal, yet beautifully so, to agree with initial
observations of features and mannerisms they shared. It was an instant bond of mother and daughter.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Leaning back against
the couch in the living room, Rita and Alexandra sat surrounded by an array of
pictures, letters, schoolwork, the music box, and other special treasures.
“Do you remember
this?” Rita asked, handing her mother the worn copy of ‘Suzy Pratt: Girl
Detective.’
“Oh my gawd,” Alex cried. “I can’t believe you still have this!”
“What do you mean
‘still have it?’ This is still one of my favorite books! Daddy used to always read it to me when I
couldn’t sleep – and even Chris and I have pulled it out when we’ve had
insomnia. It still works like a charm!”
“This was the first
book I ever bought when I learned I was pregnant with you. Your dad thought I was nuts, and was
laughing so hard he was in tears. He
had always teased me about my love for police work.” Alex’s smile turned a shade slyer as she remembered other works
of literature that evoked the laughter of her husband. “Have you ever heard of Dashell Hammett,
Rita?”
“He was a mystery
writer, wasn’t he?”
“A mystery writer
whose writing was inspired by his life’s work.
He was an operative for the Pinkerton National Detective Agency before
he wrote classics like ‘The Maltese Falcon,’ ‘The Thin Man,’ ‘Special Agent
X-9.’ When I was pregnant, and couldn’t
sleep because you decided to be quite
active, I’d sit in my rocking chair and read to us out loud book after book of
his. And it seemed like his were the
only ones that would settle you down.
Those are some of my fondest memories of being pregnant…”
For a moment, Rita
was speechless, having never experienced a first-hand account of a bond she
shared with her true mother. Her eyes
twinkled at the realization that she herself could add another piece to the
special connection. “‘Special Agent
X-9,’huh?” she asked.
“Yes, it was a comic
book, actually, not a novel. Why?”
“Oh, nothing,” was
the innocent answer. “It’s just that
‘X-9,’ well, ‘X-ray’ in the police
alphabet, has been my designation ever since I switched to Homicide from Vice.”
“You’re joking!”
“Nope.” Beaming, both Rita and Alex widened their
eyes and shivered at the uncanny coincidence.
For mother and
daughter the hours slipped away effortlessly.
Alex listened devotedly to recounts of important events in Rita’s life,
and Rita sat spellbound as she learned of the carefree, prankster, romantic man
her father had been when Alex had known him, and the hopes and dreams Alex had
had for motherhood.
It wasn’t long before
they had talked, cried, and hugged most of the night away. Dawn was almost breaking when Alex finally moved
to leave, promising to return for a late breakfast once she and Rita had the
chance to rest their overloaded but ecstatic minds.
Standing by the door
to the apartment, they shared a final embrace, and Rita offered Alexandra one
last memory.
“Every night when
Daddy would tuck me in, we would tell you about our day. And when he would kiss me goodnight, he
would always use the words ‘Mommy and I love you.’ You were always a part of our lives.”
Humbled and grateful,
Alex took every word to heart. “I can’t
tell you how much that means to me, Rita.
You know, when I first moved to Atlanta, I would wake up at night having
sworn that I had heard you crying. I
knew it wasn’t real, but I never wanted to fall back asleep until I had
comforted you in my mind. Every night my last thought was asking your dad to
take care of you in heaven…and saying how much I loved you both.” Alex smiled sweetly as another idea struck
her. “Who knows, Rita, there were
probably many a night when we were all telling each other ‘I love you’ at the
very same moment.”
Before slipping into
bed, Rita paused at her window. One by
one the stars were fading from sight…
…signaling on so many
levels, that the long night was coming to a close.
Rita moved flush
against the warm body of her Sam, who even in his slumber instinctively reached
out to hold her. She basked in the
overwhelming sense of love she felt for him, for his immense accomplishment,
and for the woman who was so much more than an amazing friend.
“I have a mom,” Rita
whispered in humble fascination to her sweet soul mate.
The arms that held
her tenderly gripped tighter, and without opening his eyes, Chris smiled.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
With arms braced
against the railing of Rita’s balcony, Alexandra stood motionless as she gazed
out, hypnotized, at the crashing ocean.
“You know, if you
stare at the waves long enough, you can find the answers to just about
anything.”
Rita’s voice
successfully brought Alex out of her solemn reverie. “I never realized just how much I miss it,” she responded
sincerely. “There’s nothing on earth
quite like it.”
A small smile slowly
spread across her face, and she turned toward Rita. “Your father proposed to me by the ocean, did you know that?”
Rita casually flopped
down onto a chair, wonder illuminating her features as she searched her memory.
“Um…”
Quiet nostalgia
filled Alexandra’s voice as she continued.
“I was living in a fifth floor apartment in Highland Beach. Every morning I would go out on my balcony
and just watch the surf. And then one
morning, I looked out, and there in the sand in these big letters was written:
‘Alexandra, will you marry me?.’” Alex
laughed at the remembrance. “I almost
fell over the railing… I raced down to
the beach, but I didn’t see your dad anywhere.
Then I noticed there was a heart drawn above my name. In the center of the heart was my engagement
ring, mounted in a seashell.” She toyed
with the diamond that after forty years, still encircled her finger. “As I picked it up and looked around again,
your dad was about fifteen feet away, down on one knee, holding a bouquet of
tiger lilies, which are my favorite flowers.”
The memory slowly
faded, as did the happiness from Alex’s face, and she hung her head. “I can’t believe he let you find him like that,” she whispered in horror. “I can’t believe how Harlan could inflict so
much pain on him and make him lose sight of how important you were to him. I let you both down, Rita. I should have come back. If I had come back I would have found
you. Both of you...” Taking several deep breaths, Alex drove the
thoughts from her mind with a fierce determination. “God, I miss him… But,
you know what? Last night was the first
night in thirty-one years that I didn’t miss you.” A radiant maternal
pride beamed in her eyes, as she offered her daughter a brilliant grin.
Rita stood up and
tightly embraced the woman who for Rita’s entire life had lived only in the
realms of her imagination. She felt
like a child, yet she felt safer than she had in a very long time, or possibly
ever. “I’m out of practice in being a
daughter,” she confessed, “especially yours.”
Alexandra stroked
Rita’s chestnut hair, which was just a shade darker than her own. “I’ve lost a lot of time,” she counter
admitted. “And I find myself asking ‘do
I know how to be your mother?’”
Rita giggled impishly
and stepped back. “Well, whenever
you’re in doubt, just remember how well you handled me when I started that
paint fight with Christopher!”
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Alexandra Fontana
laid a bouquet of fresh flowers at the foot of a granite headstone engraved
with the names of Tom and Sue Lance.
She knelt down, and drawing in a ragged breath, she gathered her
thoughts. “What could I possibly say to
you both?” she whispered. “How could I
ever repay you? I look at my – I look at my daughter… My precious
child… And I see a woman who was given
as much love and support and guidance as her father and I would have provided,
had we been given the opportunity. I am
truly indebted to you. I am proud, so very proud, that Rita took
your name.”
Rita watched the
silent tears of the woman who had been cheated out of a family, as she knelt at
the actual grave of her husband. For
Donald’s widow, knowing the truth of his real death was, in a sense, like
losing him all over again. Alexandra
sighed heavily. “Oh, Donald… I am so
sorry.” Through her sorrow, she managed
to smile.
“We’re together now,
dear, Rita and me. You should see her,
Don… She’s beautiful, she’s
intelligent, she’s strong in character.
She’s everything we ever dreamed for our child. And, she’s a cop, sweetheart! Can you believe it? I know
you were laughing when I found that out – I can just hear you. I wish you were truly here with us… Watch over us, Don.” Alexandra brought a long-stemmed red rose up
to her lips before laying it across the headstone and, in the language of the
songs she always danced with her husband, fervently whispered a plea for her
love to wait for her. “Aspettami, amore
mio.”
Alexandra stepped
back, and Rita took her place. She laid
her rose and the poem attached to it, on top of her mother’s. “Guess what, Daddy? I’ve been hanging out with Mom – and I
didn’t even know it. She’s amazing…I –
I understand why you loved her so much.
We miss you, Daddy…and we love you…”
Rita stood up. She closed her
eyes, and her mind echoed the mingling voices of a time long ago, as she and her
dad had memorized the nursery rhyme she now placed upon his headstone:
For every evil under the sun,
There is a remedy or there is
none.
If there be one, seek till you
find it.
If there be none, then never mind
it.
Though Rita and
Alexandra could not remedy the evil begotten to Donald Fontana, thereby undoing
his death, they had remedied the evil that kept them separated. Now it was time to reveal the remedy to the
Evil itself responsible for their years of pain. Their next stop would be to the Dade Correctional Institution
Annex…to descend upon Harlan Cameron.
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Alone, Rita strolled
casually into the infirmary, high heels echoing determinedly.
Harlan Cameron,
hooked up to oxygen and various monitors, spotted her immediately and leered,
“why Rita Lee! What a surprise! Have you come to wish me a joyous
parole? You do know that I’ll be
granted parole, don’t you?”
“Oh, I wouldn’t be
packing my bags just yet, if I was you, Cameron,” Rita drawled, before sweetly
adding, “you’re never going to see the light of day again!”
“Come now, you can’t
still be harboring bad feelings toward me simply because your father lacked
good investment sense.”
Rita stopped herself
just short of physically lashing out at him.
Cameron’s audacity and twisted logic, with which he removed his personal
involvement, infuriated Rita to the core, though her outward appearance
remained unfaltering. “Well, since you
mentioned the past, that’s exactly why I’m here. See, my partner had a wonderful little chat with your old friend,
Doctor Mitchum.”
At that, Cameron’s
heart monitor made a series of erratic blips, thrilling Rita immensely.
“You remember him,
don’t you?” She didn’t bother to wait
for the response. “Of course you
remember him. You made him Chief of
Research for Cobalt Obstetrics – once he helped you carry out an elaborate
little scheme against both my
parents.”
Cameron wheezed,
angrily exclaiming, “I have no idea what you’re talking about!”
Rita made a tsk-tsk
sound as she slowly shook her head from side to side. “See, now that’s the wrong answer, Cameron. We both know your power of recollection is
perfectly intact.” “But just the same,
I’ll help you remember. See, you
decided to play God with our lives. You
turned on my father. Almost everything
he cared about…you wiped out. You broke
my mother’s heart. You made her think
she was alone in this world – that the two people she loved more than life were
gone. You stole both of my parents from
me. You ended my childhood when I was
only seven years old.”
Rita had reigned back
her fury and pain, keeping her tone neutral as a sign of sheer defiance, but
she now returned to the sweet, sardonic timbre that intensified her mental
attack. “Still can’t recall? Well, maybe this can jog your memory.”
Another pair of
unwavering, high-heeled footsteps was approaching. Alexandra Fontana came into sight, causing Harlan’s eyes to widen
and the monitor to beep rapidly.
“Surely, you remember
my mother?”
Pure hatred was
clearly visible on Alex’s face. “Well,
well, Harlan. The years certainly
haven’t been good to you.” She gave a
snort of contempt. “I’d apologize for
my impertinence, but I think my daughter has been more polite to you than you
deserve, you bastard. Donald and I
trusted you! Do you have any idea what
kind of hell you put us through?!”
Alex, too, refused to let Cameron interrupt. “Do you honestly think they’re not going to keep you chained up
in here for the rest of your pathetic life?”
Harlan made a
last-ditch attempt at control. “I have
very powerful friends! I – ”
Rita’s eyes flashed
with a predatory gleam. “You might have
had the upper hand when you were out in Palm Beach, but you’re part of the
justice system now. This is my territory. My game.”
Alexandra held her
head high, filled with a deep pride at witnessing the flare of her child’s
authority and internal strength. “Take
a good look at us, Cameron. Your life
is over…ours is just beginning. I want
the last thing you remember about the outside world to be the knowledge that
you failed.” She wrapped her arm across
Rita’s shoulders. “We’re together. And you failed.” With a triumphant smile and a purely saccharine tone she added,
“I hope you rot in hell.”
As mother and
daughter turned to leave, Rita paused.
All sarcasm left her features, as she prepared to deliver her final blow
of vengeance for her father’s death and her mother’s pain. She looked back at Harlan, her purely
venomous glare making him physically flinch in fear. “Oh, and Cameron? Now Little Miss Rita has closed the
books.”
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Music, laughter, and
screams mingled with the mechanical roar of the rollercoasters, the spinning
lights of the smaller rides, and the smell of food that was reserved strictly
for amusement parks. Chris returned to
the picnic table with his third chilidog, causing Alex to gape at him in
wide-eyed fascination.
“You’re really gonna
eat another one?”
“What?” Chris asked
innocently. “This is a carnival,
ladies. You’re supposed to eat more
than one corn dog and a bottle of water.”
“Hey, we had cotton
candy, too!” Rita protested in their defense.
“You tell him, Rita!”
Muffled, familiar
voices approached. “Oh, Hesch, I’m so
proud of you.”
“What, proud? I’m going to be sneezing whipped cream for a
week, Fran.”
The Sams could not
help but laugh at the sight of poor Harry: a towel draped over the collar of
his trademark white dress shirt with its rolled up sleeves; his dark hair
slicked back after rinsing out all the offending pastry ingredients from his
beat at the
pie-throwing
booth. And then of course there was the
ever-bubbly Frannie, hugging his arm and guiding him toward the table.
Chris, Rita, and Alex
stood up. “There, see, Cap?” Chris quipped. “That wasn’t so bad, now was it?”
His answer was the
inimitable above-the-glasses stare.
“Cap? Fran?” Rita asked quietly. “I’d like to introduce you to…my mother,
Alex.”
Harry’s demeanor
softened, and he shook her hand. “It is
truly an honor, Alex.” To his
detectives he barked, “Lance!
Lorenzo! What kind of cops are
you, huh? You mean to tell me that you
couldn’t see from the start that Alex’s the spitting image of Rita?”
Before Rita could
reply, three of her kids from Night Moves physically whisked her away to ride a
coaster with them.
Knowing that
Alexandra and Frannie still had to meet, Harry and Chris moved back so as not
to interfere.
As they made eye
contact, something passed between the two women, and they knew a handshake
would not be sufficient. As they
embraced, everything was said, though no words were exchanged.
It was Alex who first
moved to verbally emphasize their silent conversation. “I hope you realize just how important you
and your husband are to Rita. You both
are family to her.”
“I can’t even imagine
your pain, Alex. Losing your child –
especially one as special as Rita…”
Fran shook her head, in a rare occasion of feeling speechless.
Alex watched as Rita
dissolved into laughter as she was dragged to a shorter line. “I can’t believe how amazing she is,
Fran…” Alex turned her attention back
to extraordinary woman in front of her.
“Thank you…mother to mother…for taking care of her. And please, please continue to do so. I know Rita wouldn’t have it any other way.”
“Will you be a part
of her life, Alex?” While Frannie may
not have been bound to Rita by blood, she was bound by two years of loving her
as if she was her own. Rita had been through
so much in her short years, Fran felt obligated to protect her from any
additional heartbreak.
“If she’ll let me,”
Alex replied wistfully.
The correct answer
given, Fran beamed and turned Alex’s words right back around on her. “Honey, she wouldn’t have it any other way.”
From their removed
distance, Chris and Harry watched the interaction between the two older
ladies. “I’m proud of you, kid,” the
Cap complimented sincerely, “you did a hell of a job. You do know that this was probably the most important case you’ve
ever worked – or will work? You gave
Rita back a very important piece of her heart.
Something she’s never had…”
“Thanks, Captain,”
Chris responded softly. “You’ve gotta
watch them together, Cap. It’s so
natural, it’s like they’ve never been apart.”
Watching Alex talk to Fran, Chris was taken aback by how much more than
just her smile she shared with Rita.
“She really is phenomenal… And
I’ve never seen Rita so happy.”
Suspended high above
the ground, Chris and Rita sat in an enclosed car at the top of the Ferris
wheel. From their perch in the sky,
they could see the rolling ocean and the twinkling lights of the city.
“You’re quiet,” Chris
mumbled as he dragged his lips across the soft skin of Rita’s neck.
Rita opened her eyes
and pulled away, waiting for him to look at her. She offered him a smile filled with more love than he had ever
seen. “I want to thank you, Chris,” she
drawled once she had his attention, “but I’ll never be able to thank you
enough. What you’ve given me…” There were simply no words. Instead, Rita resorted to a searing kiss
that offered him her heart and soul.
She raked her nails up his thigh, and at his sharp intake of breath,
broke off the kiss with a sultry grin.
She nuzzled his ear, taking it briefly between her teeth before promising
in a husky whisper, “I’ll make it up to you for the rest of our lives.”
“I love you, Rita.”
“And I love you.”
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
“Now boarding: first-class passengers, flight 2293 for Atlanta, Georgia.”
“Well, I guess this
is my ride,” Alex remarked with a sigh.
“I’ll give you a call when I get home.”
Smirking, she
narrowed her eyes and regarded Chris with a mother’s scrutiny. “When Rita was only my friend, I thought you
were perfect for her. But, that was
before thirty years of unused maternal instinct came crashing through me, and I
didn’t have a daughter to protect…” Her
smile broadened and her gaze softened.
“I’m glad I got to know you, Chris, before I learned about everything
else. I can’t be certain that I
wouldn’t have gone insanely critical on you if things had happened in the
reverse order.” More seriously, she
appealed, “if I haven’t earned the right as a mother yet, I ask you as a
friend: take care of her. Be good to her, and treat her right.”
Chris looked with
sheer respect to the woman who had endured so gracefully the pain of loss and
the astonishment of reunion. Her charm
and fire and spirit were no less captivating than that of his precious Sam who
shared its inheritance. “I promise you,
Alex,” he vowed wholeheartedly.
Alexandra Fontana
embraced the cop whose investigative skills had restored her soul; the man
whose spellbinding love would undoubtedly make him her son-in-law. “I came out here to repair a building… But thanks to you, I repaired my heart. I will be eternally grateful to you,
Sergeant Christopher Lorenzo.”
She turned to
Rita. “And you! My beautiful baby girl... Thank you so much for letting me into your
life, and for giving me the crash course of your experiences.” Laughing away fresh tears she exclaimed, “I
can’t believe I have to leave already!”
Rita concentrated
hard on the ability to speak. “I just
got you back, and…” Unable to finish
the sentence, she paused to collect herself.
“You’ll be back in three weeks for the seminar with Homicide and Vice?”
“Yes, and you’ll be
getting lots of calls and emails from me throughout those three weeks, too, I
assure you.” Alexandra took hold of her
daughter’s hands, looking deep into the emerald eyes that mirrored her
own. “I, uh, I don’t know how much this
will mean to you, but I am so proud of
you, Rita.”
Once again Rita
reeled from disbelief and delight. With
a fierce veracity she answered, “it means everything to me.”
As of one accord, the
Fontana women embraced, locking into memory the tangible, precious hold that
was denied to them for so long.
“I love you, Mom,”
Rita whispered.
Alexandra let out a
soft cry.
“I have waited my
whole life to hear that from you – to be called that by you! God, I still can’t believe this! I love you, too, sweetheart.”
“Now boarding: passengers in rows 25 through 30…”
Alex groaned. “Oh, all right, already!” She separated from Rita, and picked up her
attaché case – only to go right back for another quick hug. “Be well, Rita. I will see you soon. Bye,
Chris!”
“Take care, Alex.”
“Have a safe flight,”
added Rita.
When Alexandra
Fontana disappeared from sight, Rita and Chris draped an arm around each other
and moved to stand in front of the terminal’s fully glassed wall.
Looking out at the
docking area, Chris suddenly remembered:
“By the way, Sam, when I was talking to
Keisha at the start of all this, she said to tell you that your dream came
true.”
“What did she mean by
that?”
“Well, I don’t know,
really. She wouldn’t tell me, but she
said to remind you about foster children.”
As the realization
struck her, Rita ducked her head and slowly nodded. Swallowing the sudden lump in her throat, she whispered, “I guess
she’s right…”
Chris nudged her with
his shoulder. “So?”
“Ah… Well, when Keisha and I got together during
Michael’s case, she asked me how he was related to me. I explained that he was my foster brother,
but his real mom eventually came and got him.
All foster children have this dream that their real parents will come
and get them. Michael’s dream came
true…”
“Ah,” Chris
exclaimed, finally understanding. “So, in a way, Keisha’s right. Your dream did come true.”
Rita watched her
mother’s plane taxi to the end of the runway and take flight.
“Yes… It did.”
The End
The making of ‘Closing the
Books’ – the methods to my madness:
For me, the research I put
into a story is as fun and frustrating as the writing itself. It’s all about details…
-
For starters, how about the
fact that Rita didn’t and couldn’t know Alex’s last name? Well, as you may recall, Rita only uses her
first name when she answers the phone at Night Moves (Natural Selection). We know Suzanne’s last name because she was
a suspect in her husband’s murder (Ghosts of the Past). I always thought that the absence of last
names reflected a sense of anonymity and casualness that would be essential to
the Night Moves cause. Is it completely plausible that Rita never
heard ‘Fontana?’ Probably not. But this is fan-fic, and it’s the only way
my premise would work.
-
Next up, Alex’s
career/personality. The birth mother of
Rita Lee Fontana was going to be successful.
Her achievements in a once male-dominated profession would parallel
Rita’s. She was going to be
strong. She was going to embody many of
the amazing qualities we know and love in her daughter.
-
Now, what about Alex
teaching architecture at the Academy?
Flight of a fan-fic author’s fantasy?
Not entirely. I have seen
architecture listed in Cadet curriculum.
Whether the material includes anything Alex mentioned, I am not sure.
-
And Chris’ involvement? It is common knowledge to the nth degree
that Chris is an extremely important, ever present aspect of Rita’s life, and
vice versa. Therefore, the true
identity of “Alex” was to be discovered by Chris himself. But, before that, I wanted him to connect
with the woman that would turn out being the love of his life’s mother. The connection would be Chris’ favorite baseball
team, the Atlanta Braves (Hardcopy), which was the reason Alex had to be from
Atlanta.
-
Okay, the baseball
stats. The Launching Pad is referenced
because the Braves’ current home, Turner Field, didn’t open until 1997. The games mentioned were played in 1994.
Technically, the story cannot take place in 1994 due to all the inferences made
to Brother’s Keeper, which aired January 22, 1995. Well, I researched the Braves for 1994 because I associate 4th
season Silk (the timeline after ‘The Three Faces of Fate’) with 1994, and wrote
up the entire scene before questioning the air date of Brother’s Keeper. I’ve justified keeping the error because by
the time the Braves played in 1995, Chris and Rita were probably already
getting tense with each other and gearing up for the real 5th season
timeline and factual sparks/fireworks.
-
And speaking of timeline
errors, I stopped just short of making another one. As you will later read, the original idea for this story was
centered on the music box that Rita is listening to in Into the Fire (right
before Chris brings her his Italian penicillin). Well, I almost included in this story how Rita had brought it out
when she thought Eric was dead…but then I realized: Rita never dated Eric in my stories! ‘Three Faces of Fate’ created a bypass for that lil misadventure,
so I most certainly couldn’t mention ol’ Eric in ‘Closing the Books!’ J
-
Now, one of my favorite fun
facts: the date on Donald Fontana’s death certificate. September 29, 1971 was chosen simply because
it was a Wednesday, and therefore a school day. As we all know, Rita raced home from school and found her father
dead (Going to Babylon). She states she
was seven when he died (Ask the Dust), so that would mean seven years from her
birth date – which we don’t know, so Mitzi’s is the most logical choice.
-
As for the cemeteries, Boca
Raton and Hillcrest are actual Florida cemeteries and the closest to Palm
Beach.
-
Similarly, the Dade
Correctional Institution Annex is also real, and would hold a prisoner like Harlan
Cameron.
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Miami International Airport
is also referenced because of its proximity to Palm Beach, and Alex’s flight
number… Well, 2293 is the address of
the condo in San Diego that doubled as Rita’s apartment.
-
And lastly, but most
importantly: a beautiful name, a classic name, befitting the mother of
Rita. ‘Alexandra’ was used by
permission, as I simply cannot imagine any other name for her. She debuted in the powerful, remarkable
“Shadows of Remembrance” by our most loved ResAuthor. As for her middle name…
Well, her middle name had to be something from which Rita’s ‘Lee’ could
be derived. A lasting legacy and
presence in her daughter’s identity.
‘Lilia’ was the most beautiful and enchanting choice. A name that when pronounced correctly in the
language of its origin, is the very definition of Italian elegance. Above all else, if you like Alex’s full
name, please, please, please write me
and tell me.
Getting back to basics:
This story was uncharted territory for
me, as I was forced to hone the skill of dialogue and strip away the
descriptive style to which I am well accustomed. Man, that was hard!
The initial inspiration for this story
came to me while watching Into the Fire.
When Rita is hunched over her music box, I got to wondering if it could
possibly be her mom’s. That lead to
‘what if her mom came back and realized it was hers?’. The Muse had struck. Well, a nonchalant mention to Lia led to an
extensive jam session that turned a sweet, short story idea into a plot of
cunning deception and challenging, complicated angles. So much for simplicity! But, throughout all my stalemates (and just
plain stalling), Lia was the driving force, quick to remind me that Alexandra’s
story needed to be told. Her
encouragement was constant, her ‘jamming’ was crucial, and for both I thank her
immensely.
It is to the great *L* “C” B that I
dedicate ‘Closing the Books.’
Special note: Additional inspiration for this story came from sitting…on Rita’s
beach, while staring at the condo that was Rita’s apartment. It doesn’t get much better than that! I offer a heartfelt ‘thank you!’ to Lorry
The Navigator and Lia The Driver for the precious opportunity to join them for
Silkfest 2002, in the very Land of Silk.
Thanks also to the site masters who give my
stories a home: your hard work is most appreciated.
Dani/D of the
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